Dinner time

Now while waiting for my dinner delivery, I don't feel like studying (who would?!?) so here I am for the second time of the day! Haha

Last night I went out with Fish to go see doctor cause the flu bug was killing me. Apparently my virus was so 'keng' it infected YP within my 5 seconds chat with her and then she infected D3, as for ET, I duno how she got it but well, she was fluish as well.

It was raining cats and dogs, and chickens and ducks, my gosh so hard to drive esp the road was so dark with no streetlights (at certain parts). Unluckily, the clinic was not open due to unknown reasons since the card says its spos to open from 7-9pm on Sundays... So we turned back slowly in the dark and the solid rain to go tapau dinner from Tronoh.

The Tronoh alley is especially dark and deserted (this is saying something since it is usually already quite dark and deserted). So I drove and turned according to Fish's direction to the shop we wanted to tapau from. Then I saw they had this extension out blocking the road, and I wondered how I could pass over it since the shop is after the blocked shop. I still had no idea of what was going on cos it was silent, dark, glooomy until suddenly a hand tap my shoulders from the backseat and a spooky voice said '棺材！'.

I jumped a little! haha... It immediately registered in my mind that someone had passed away and the whole extension, road block was due to that... -_-" How slow I am haha... Fish was sitting at the back seat cos the front seat was drenched with rain, yeah it was that heavy...

So Fish called my Tai Lou to ask where they go eat since the whole Tronoh street was dead... and I continued slowly maneuvering my car out of the dark street without having to pass the 'occasion' since I got quite frightened after being 'tapped' by Fish. Fish was talking quite normally until suddenly she shouted 'CHOI, CHOI, CHOI!"

Yeah as u guessed, poor sick and drowsy and drenched me was shocked once again, since she was sitting at the middle of the backseat and shouting by my left ear. IT's a wonder we didn't have any accidents. *touch wood*

So we joined RT at Tian Tian for dinner (we tapau). CMP said I looked fine except for my lips that were so white they look dead. (I suspect half of the 'paleness' was due to the 2 shocks) haha... Fish and I did not discuss what Tai Lou said that she suddenly shouted in the car cause we both felt it was too 'creepy' to discuss it in the dark dead street. So when we finally sat at the bright, alive coffee shop, I asked Fish what Tai Lou said.

Fish Q was something like "Where you guys eat, shops here all closed boh?"

I guessed RT said "Don't tell me you want to eat with the dead meh?"

What RT actually said "All Tronoh people die d... We eat at Tian Tian"

-_-" Even more keng than what I thought *sigh* haha...

Then last night at 1am I finally got my hands on the last set of PSU notes thanks to GCC. Haha... Test 2 days away and I just photostated the notes... -_-" GCC said my lips were white, so it kinda confirmed CMP was not exaggerating, he asked me to go GH, haha but no I was not that sick...

Dinner here, mum-mum first :D

Pictures for laugh :D

Facelift
Lion King wannabe

When pigs rule

'Help'!

Horror movie

Most Wanted

Never give up!

Beauty distraction

What can you explain?!?

Family album

Running Away

After lunch workout

Summary of the busy times

Okay, I've not blogged for a looooong time (minus the read-between-the-line blog posted yesterday). Hehe...

Oh I remember it was the week in hell for meeee... Gosh, I can't rmr anymore and I don't think I want to recall... I only rmr dragging my SV in her office until Saturday evening haha... I rmr the rain, I rmr watching the rain when Block 22 was totally empty with no one and only pure rain falling, it was a really beautiful scenery, and I wanted to walk in it but too bad I was waiting for my SV. By the time my discussion with my SV was over, the rain had stopped...well to drizzles...

Then, let's see, I've cheated my way through FYP... Basically, it's what I feared most this whole semester! I thought I was going to be bombarded during the presentation! Haha... Anyway, 'luckily' for me I got the internal examiner who, even my supervisor was afraid of...

I wasn't so scared and was in fact quite happy I got him cause he's not expert in DSP so I know I will have a better time 'crapping' my presentation. But when I submitted my final report, the technician, senior (final sem), and my supervisor finally told me the truth about him! Apparently he's the hardest to kao tim punya lecturer! Gosh, I was so nervous then... Anyway, it turned out to be 50% like what I expected and 50% like what the rest of them tried to scare me before my presentation. Yeah, he does try to make life hard for me, but because he's not very familiar with my topic as well, so he couldn't ask much, or I could quite answer his questions anyway. So yeah, thanks for the 'scare' cos it motivated me to be more prepared... :D

Then, after FYP it would be finals already. So far I only have had one paper. The next is PSU which I'm sooo scared of cause I've been flunking it whole semester. -_-" Now, I tried reading the whole semester's scope, it seems quite tough! So I'm sacrificing my third subject to strengthen my PSU... *cries*

During finals, while studying I will get distracted by the smallest thing. Haha... Well, at least I'm very distracted if any bugs fly near me! I'm super scared of them. So that fateful night, this stupid bug caused me to injure my feet! Yeah, how is that possible?!?

I had already ran out of the room once, but the bug disappeared when Fish chased after it. Then just as I was about to sit down again, I heard the 'buzzing' noise so near me. Though I couldn't see where it was, I just jumped and (I'm not sure what happened next cause I just felt pain). The next thing I know is Fish was looking at me with shocked expression. I pained to silence - no screaming. I think it was written all over my face. Hugging my foot I still hopped far away (now u know how scared of bugs I am). Then I look at my foot. My nail was somehow broken and the little toe's flesh was somehow sliced in the middle and of course blood.. haha flowing... I guess Fish was basically shock how I could get such a deep cut by just jumping up my seat. Don't ask me I also duno where I cut my toe at. It's been nearly two weeks and there's still blood clot there, skin hasn't grow (the Doc did advice me to not get injured easily cause I have slow skin growth while recovering from it).

Okay, I will still add on eventhough it's already so long. Haha... Recently, I just realized, somethings if it doesn't fit, it just isn't meant to be no matter how many times you tried! Haha, I duno where you're thinking to now, but everyone will have their own thinking! hehe... Haha, sounds like the step sisters of Cinderella trying the glass shoe of Cinderella, it just didn't fit...

You see, I used to really admire this really nice pair of shoes - em, I think that's the wrong way to put it. I should say, the shoes... erm kinda seem to go along with my feet when I see it. This pair of shoes unfortunately is an overseas brand. But you know, it is the kind of shoes that your parents would approve of, not too wild/modern or abnormal etc for their liking. In fact, it is the type that is customary to their taste. :)

But well, when I tried the shoes on my feet, it felt warm, felt comfortable, it did all that a pair of shoes could do. Gives the best protection, walking comfort, softness, etc... But somehow when I take my first step it it, my feet just complained. @_@ Haha... I ask my feet "What's not nice about it? It gives whatever a pair of shoes should!" So I finally find out, this pair of shoes is probably not my type. Maybe I prefer sneakers, and this shoes is probably a pair of heels that I will never get used to walking with.

Last note, I'm so looking forward to holidays, though tonnes of MYR work is awaiting me. I can foresee another holiday with me working like crazy and before I know it, the next sem arrived again! *At least its the last sem, I'm near the end so I can't give up!*

Oh, this sem I found out another weird point about myself. Most friends know I don't drink tea, coffee, milk. So when people usually drink coffee to stay awake for studies, I ahve nothing! -_-" But recently I realized milk has effect on me! Gosh for the effect of staying up, nowadays I force myself to drink chocolate milk. And then my stomach will go *rumbling and crazy* cos it can;t take milk, but it kinda keep me awake... -_-"

等待下一个'凑巧'

“每当你放不下一件事或一个人的时候，只要想想这个人不过‘凑巧’是这个人罢了，这件事不过‘凑巧’是这件事罢了，往后还会有很多个这样的‘凑巧’的，这样想就会放下和自在了。”

我第一次念到这句话的时后，总觉得我没完全了解它的意义。我也不知道为什么这句话总是在我脑海里飘，直到今天我终于明白了。这句话的魔力，没有亲自体会是好像没什么作用，不过我今天居然体会到这句话，不得不承认，它太有意思，太有智慧了。

可能人以人之间就是要有一段距离才能保持它最美好的一面，太远的话感情会慢慢消失，而靠太近就会看到丑陋的真面。。。

还有,就是我实在不喜欢也不习惯别人替我拿注意。别说什么说谎是为我好(耳朵都听到烂了！)，难道你比我还要了解我自己吗? 也许有些人会希望你骗她一辈子，但我并不是那些人，我要的就只有真实。你要是没打算把真实给我，那别的也免了。

Break In Karma

Is this what they call, bao ying --> karma? haha... I duno

Okay, last night me and my other apartment got scared to death because someone 'broke into' our apartment. Okay, not exactly broke into since we never lock the main door, we usually lock after 10pm.

It was 7pm wen I went out of my room to make dinner and then I looked at the kitchen that was a bit messed up. I tot DD (my apartment mate), was in a hurry when making dinner so it was messed up a bit (though I did think it is unusual since she's quite neat and hygienic). So I din care much and went on for my own dinner and took it into my room to eat while watching TVB Forensic Heroes. Haha...

After dinner, I went out again and had a shock of my life. The kitchen look like it had a food fight or animal rampaging through. I know DD is a neat and clean person and so I shout to her to come out. She ran out of her room and saw the kitchen. We were both staring at the kitchen and at each other, duno wat to say. Even the frigde top was spilled with food. YUCK!

I wasn't scared yet cos at first I tot it is the cat or wat, then DD said how can be cat, cos her biscuit tin that was tightly shut was opened and then the 'thief' had SELECTED the nice biscuits, left about half tin (it was new). And also the fridge was quite tall, unless it was a SUPER Cat, then maybe it can jump that high... OMG, then both of us freak out, and look around cos the 'thief' look like he/she was in a hurry cos all the food just spill on the table. We were scared he/she mite still be hiding in the house. Then we check all the other rooms, they were locked cos they all go back for hols.


Only one unoccupied room - the last room, so we wanted to check but scared at the same time kena belasah or wat, so she took the broom I took the mop, OMG, I feel like I've just walked into Forensic Heroes episode 26 (tip: FH only got 25 episodes). We poke the door open and on the lights, no one inside. Buthen later we became scared and din dare to go into the room and check, we only look from outside. So we decided to lock the room (which was stupid cos it can be unlocked if the person is inside, but can't be unlocked by us since we're outside) and go to find the security guard.

Later the security guard assure us she will walk around our apartment and gave us contact number in case anything happen. Then DD went to the washroom and find some of her toiletries missing, like toothbrush shampoo etc. Mine was ok, but I duno about our housemates' since we duno what they have in the first place...

So it was confirmed that it is a person, not a cat since cats won't be interested in shampoos... Plus it seems unlikely for a UTPian to steal someone's toothbrush! So I have a feeling it might be foreign construction workers though the guard told us at night no construction workers.


Last night I was scared and couldn't really sleep haha... Cause we live on first floor which people could climb in easily through the window since there are not bars or anything. DD keep hearing 'sounds' haha make me even more nervous. Oh yeah, since both of us so scared, she moved to sleep in my room. We're going to stay in same room until our housemates come back!

Breaking In~

Last few days I suffered major-ly without net connection! Thanks to some tip from GCC I tried to break into the IT room but, yeah I’m not born for it. First I tried the card trick which didn’t work (not for me la, maybe I dunoe how to use oso, ppl always claim it work, but HOW?!?). Then I climbed over the railings to try prying open the window. Just as I was almost successful getting the first window open, I heard an apartment’s door closing. SHIT it was the Mak Guard. Quicker than lightning I climbed over the railing again (thank god for my agility, haha).

She saw me anyway and asked, “Why did you climb into the pit?”

I was like, ‘OMG, what to say?’ and smiled stupidly at her.

Then she said, “You went to pickup your thing?” Maybe lots of others did that too… So I nodded gratefully at the lie she offered me. I was wondering how come I didn’t think of that excuse. Haha… Then, I was kinda panic cos I know she’s gonna ask what I drop soon. But she went on, saying luckily can pickup, how did I drop my stuff etc. Then it came, she asked what I dropped.

I was so panic my hand just picked up whatever was in my pocket and out came my car keys. She looked surprised that I dropped my keys and turned back to the pit wondering how my keys could’ve dropped there. I think she expected my clothes was dried in the balcony above. But having innocent face serves some good here! Sumore, I was having my old specs on which made me look nerdy, so totally unlike someone who would even think of breaking in the IT room to get the sever running. She didn’t doubt for long then asked about my hols.

*Phew* So I didn’t dare to go bk to try the IT room window again cos if anything happen she would surely suspect me. That’s why I’ve to suffer net-less days, while other UTPians can surf happily! Arghhh!

When you've nothing better to do...

Was going MAD over MADLAB, so I went surfing around and encountered this er... 'interesting activity' for victims maddened by MADLAB.

So the steps are:
1. Put your music player on shuffle
2. Press forward for each question
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question
4. NO CHEATING.

Btw, I chose a short playlist, so there were kinda limited songs, and it repeated towards the end... :P

1. How am I feeling today?
Hui You Tian Shi Ti Wo Ai Ni

2. Where will I get married?
Tong Hua - Michael Wong

3. What is my best friend's theme song?
Ai Yi Jin - Lam Fung

4. What was high school like?
Bie Guai Ta (Bit Kuai Ta) - Ron Ng

5. What is the best thing about me?
You Yong De Ren

6. How is today going to be?
Kuai Le Tian Tang

*Spits blood... Yeah rite~ I can so feel the sarcasm...

7. What is in store for this weekend?
Da Hai - Zhang Yu Sheng

*I wish

8. What song describes my parents?
Wo Bi Xiang Xiang Zhong Ai Ni - JS

*Oww... Haha

9. How is my life going?
Lan Hua Cao

*:D
10. What song will they play at my funeral?
Kuan Yu Ni De Ge - Li Sheng Jie

*THIS IS GETTING FREAKY - everything is kinda accurate/related @_@ But I wud love ppl to play that song at my funeral haha...

11. How does the world see me?
Xi Chu Yang Guang - Ah Du

*Haha

12. What do my friends really think of me?
Bu Yao Yi Wei Zi Ji Mei You Yong

*OK, I'll try

13. Do people secretly lust after me?
Ni Na Me Ai Ta - Li Sheng Jie

*Cough Cough

14. How can I make myself happy?
Gei Tian Shi Kan De Xi

*:D - Love Angels

15. What should I do with my life?
Yi Qian Ling Yi Ye

16. Will I ever have children?
Bie Guai Ta

*Haha.. Nothing to say

17. What is some good advice?
Hui You Tian Shi Ti Wo Ai Ni

18. What do I think my current theme song is?
Gei Tian Shi Kan De Xi

19. What does everyone else think about my current life?
Da Hai - Zhang Yu Sheng

*Haha, I think they agree

20. What type of style men do you like?
Xi Chu Yang Guang - Ah Du

21. Will you get married?
Ai Yi Jin

23. Where will you live?
Wo Bi Xiang Xiang Zhong Ai Ni

24. What will your dying words be?
Lan Hua Cao

25. When I'm having sex I say…
Tong Hua

26. When I meet a guy/lady for the first time I say…
Yi Qian Ling Yi Ye

27. When my parents are angry I say…
You Yong De Ren

Haha, Good Break, Okay, Back to MADLAB. @_@

MADLAB

MATLAB SHOULD BE RENAMED TO MADLAB

What - it's my net problem!

Haha, okay, 50% net problem, 5000% busy, 0.0000005% lazy! Ahaksss...

Hmmh, I duno, mebe it's harder to blog wen you're not in the mood for it, is super-sonicly busy and the net connection is there to challenge your patience...

Ahem, I'm *supposed* to be studying for test, otherwise, do my FYP that is drowning in the drain, or do something to the MYR host that is failing every other day! Urghh...

MOONCAKE Dinner

Yes, really mooncake dinner, NOT mooncake festival dinner celebration, I had mooncake for dinner! It's like someone in heaven knows I didn't have dinner, then for 2 nights in a row, people send mooncake to my doorstep when I was about to rush to kitchen to dig out watever possible to be dinner... Wow, sumtimes u just appreciate that so much! Yeah, it's really surprising, both nights, just as I was about to die of hunger and want to find dinner, people hold mooncake before me! At the same moment you know haha... Was kinda busy, and I had half a mooncake for dinner for two days... but after that I dun think I ever want to touch mooncake anymore... SO SWEET!!! Not until next year la...

Ok, Let me recall, oh yes, the 'interview', gosh it seems so not funny now that I have a million things to do but well, ok, here's the story:

(1) Lying - not my thing (not that I don't want it to be :P)

Back then (forgot when but not so long ago), we were having our final presentation for our lab, kinda critical since our circuit doesn't work at all, we were just poking the wires here and there hoping for it to miraculously work, but honestly in the end, the demonstrator was demonstrating to us more than us to him. During this time, this bunch of my groupmates, whom I'm not so close to (cause I took diff specialization than other familiar friends), gave me this funny look and stammered sumthing. Then, one of them asked me (censored since it involves another's reputation :P). Well, since it's not really concerning me, but they're curious to know from me cause I'm close to the person, I just said, "Ask (the person) directly."

Honestly, I'm the worst liar on earth (not that I've not tried), I think people know straight away if I even attempt, so to avoid unnecessary discomfort and humiliation of myself while trying to 'lie', usually I will just advice people to ask the person directly or just keep quiet. haha... I don't know, lying is just not my thing. I remember once I was all prepared with the 'fake' experiment results to be shown to the demo, but because of my 'superb' lying skills, my whole group was 'interviewed' by the lab demonstrator about the ‘fake’ results, haha I guess they know they just sent the wrong representative to talk... One of the members gave me the look, "how bad a liar can you be to not even able to lie as little as that?" haha... They later gave me tips and examples of how I should have ‘lied’ -_-“, which to them, should be anyone’s (especially undergraduates’) basic living skills.

So if you’ve something you don’t want to be told to the others, try to save me the trouble – don’t tell me as well. I know you think I’m safe to tell since my mouth hardly open, but it makes my life living hell when others come to me about it. Because saying “I don’t know” is also lying (I know I’m stupid) since I do know. People somehow know when I say “I don’t know” that I’m actually lying, and they pester on. Your secrets are safe, but my sanity is not.

(2) How do you interpret (see) someone

Moving on, they again pester again, seeing I revealed nothing except shifting uneasily at their questions. Haha… They said, “Hey, you, A, B and C are so close, do you not fall for any of them?” (A, B and C are obviously my guy friends). My first reaction is, “Huh, what kind of question is that?”

Then, I realize, there are truth to what they said. We’re kinda close (but in my opinion not that close except with A maybe). So of course, my spontaneous answer was “No.” and they look at me like I’m an alien born without a beating heart. I think I said it in a ‘of-course-not and never will be’ tone, that they were taken aback. I can tell by their look, that two gender friends can never be just friends – something I totally disagree.

So how do I interpret or ‘see’ my friends? I usually interpret them, guy or girl as a friend based on their characteristic and personality, not as a guy or as a girl! It’s funny I know, but their gender do not occur to me at all (unless it is someone I’m interested in haha! J/k). I’m not insulting them saying they’re not like guys/girls, it’s just... I don’t know, I don’t happen to think of someone as a guy or a girl first. In fact, it never occurs to me unless the situation requires it (but there seem to be none). So you can say I’ve no boundaries with friends. Haha. Sound so ‘sui pian’… anyway, Of course if it’s a new friend, and since I don’t know the person, naturally I will be reminded of him/her as a guy/girl. So, yeah of course they’re more boundaries with guy friends than with girl ones. (Since I’m from an all girls school, I’ve more courage to talk to girls ahaha)

But yes, for familiar friends, they’re no longer a guy or a girl, they’re all just friends. People I treasure and appreciate, laugh with, talk with, go crazy with… People I can count on… Hehe, maybe that is why I don’t fall easily since I hardly think of anyone by their gender.

Okay, that was the end of the interview. I can see they don’t believe me, but, well, they should know I can hardly tell lies… haha…

(3) Jealousy

I never learnt the definition of this word until recently. (I will not elaborate, yes, this is a post you’ve to read between lines). Actually, I was fed jealousy when I least expect it. But how strong was my jealousy? Not even strong enough to make it surface, or maybe I chose to keep it down. Haha, someone accidentally told me something I never expect to hear, but after I heard it, I was even more surprised that I actually felt jealousy.

This person who told me the news was just a third party and not involved in this case. Actually the news was not a surprise, and its not the first time (for the person involved in the news) has done this before. And when this third party guy tells me, I was nodding, oh yeah no wonder this, no wonder that to MYSELF. I was keeping quiet on the outside. :)

What scared me was the jealousy, because I don’t want to feel the jealousy, because then it would mean I have lied to myself all these while, so I used MYR to keep myself as busy as sleeping 3 hours a day, so I wouldn’t even have the strength to be reminded, but of course, its something that will resurface after you settle down. So well, I’m blogging it out, throwing it away.

By the way, I really pity workaholic, because I think I’ve transformed into one during that one week trying to forget it. You can’t even sleep well, you’ll just jump out of bed anytime and start working, you can’t rest because you can’t calm down, but yes you’re tired, but you just can’t stop. I can’t really explain the feeling, but it was kinda like you’ve a motor on 24/7 and going to rest is really hard. But you can feel your body worn out and everything… Thank god I think mine was a one week workaholic syndrome, now I’m back to my 6 hours sleep haha…

(4) Memories

I’ve very bad memory, but I don’t know why some of my friends say I have good one. I’ve a major problem with recognizing people’s face. I can recognize less than 10% of my 5-years coursemate. I tried counting how many Malay coursemates that I know by face and by name, it shockingly amounts to 5.

But then maybe human are not suppose to be totally weak, so I happen to have a really extremely good memory of this one thing. Only this one thing - I also don’t know why. Every single detail, happening, memory of this thing, I won’t or rather I can’t (cause I tried) forget. Last night, it’s like someone playing a prank on me, I’m reminded of it (I’d rather not go through the detail of how I was reminded). I so clearly declared it was finally a past that I’ve let go of (some time ago), but now I know, I’ve merely buried it somewhere under myself. The depth I was brought into the memory was overwhelming… I never thought it still could be… But maybe I should appreciate it as well, for not many are blessed with such beautiful memories, though bitter, but beautiful…

Ah! I’ve blogged so much, and yeah I know you’ve read, you know who you are…

Anyway, after so much loso, let’s admire some beautiful graphics, none of which are mine since I’m lousy in graphics…

I love this the most… :) My current desktop ;P ... I think you can tell by my habit of posting my favorite picture the last, that I usually save the best for the last... :)

In Vain

Malysia went, was there, done that, lost it, and came back... empty handed? I dun think so. Not in my opinion anyway. At least they gained another lesson - 'how to lose beautifully'. better luck next time. Haha.. I'm talking about Badminton World Championship of course. Will blog more tomoro if blogspot doesn't merajuk and take an eternity to load this compose page...

Had an interesting 'interview' with some coursemate this afternoon during our final lab demo. I think the lecturer practically demo on our behalf. What a failure... anyway the 'interview' will be taled tomoro.. hehe

Raymond Lam & Michelle Ye (RM)

Love this two, actually love Michelle more, that's how I got to know Lam Fung. These two people's on screen chemistry is totally heart-melting... Love this poster made by a fan, currently my desktop bg.. hehe... Btw, the poem sure sounds deep, anyone wana 'decode it for me?

Lam Fung photos

Haha, if you think after 1 week++ of not seeing Lam Fung, I've died down on him, well you're as wrong as can be... :P All these photos are credited to Lam Fung's die hard fans. Hehe... I love all of them, but I think he look much HOTTER in REAL life. He's very thin actually, but luckily he has the frame thus he doesn't look scrawny. He is about 2/3 size thinner than what you see/imagine in photos. That's why I was so shock to see him that day. First photo was of him first arriving in KLIA. Obviously taken when he was marching out, thus the low quality of the photo...

This one, when he was brushed up the van, fans go to the back of the van and called out 'Ah Fung, Cheuk Hei' and took their photos. That girl behind Fung is Charmaine, guy beside Fung is Ron / Cheuk Hei.

Some party after the Bonia catwalk... Hehe he look just like any other guy huh?

Fung lifted his head with a mischievious expression after the cameraperson indicated his cap was shielding his handsome face... hhaha..

During departure, there was more time for fans to interact. Duno what joke they cracked causing Fung to choke his breath down haha...

Fung received gifts...

Fung signed autograhs

Fung close up :DFung likes to self-portray, this is his trademark pose for his self-take photos

He likes to take photos by himself, so that he knows when to SMIRK, smile and look his BEST for the photos... hehe

He's definitely not the 'cool' guy. He's the naughty, playful type hehe...

Oops, time to check in before he misses plane
Smile *:)*

Some other random photos found...
And the one I like best? This! Looks so gentleman and 'sze man' Hehe, but well, he's just another BIG BOY that acts 'sze man' really well :P haha...And I used to think I only admire fair guys... Now, I think tanned guys are the BEST! Haha.. esp one like him :P Oh yeah, besides being really, REALLY skinny in real life, he's VERY VERY DARK in real life as well... Definitely MUCH darker than the photos above... Sorry, the Lam Fung fever ;P is still sky high despite my horrible week of tests and FYP :(

RAYMOND LAM FUNG!

OMG! Okay, I should take 3 deep breaths before I blog this... *one* *two* *three*

I met RAYMOND LAM FUNG @ 林 峰 in KLIA today. Okay, I must first declare I was never a big fan of his before meeting him. I mean I got to know him and grew to like him all through Michelle @ 叶 璇, but I'm not like his super big fan, just normal. So today when I heard that Raymond, Ron, Bernice and Charmaine so coincidently lands in KLIA around the time I'm landing as well, I did prepare to meet them and get their auto since I have Michelle's autobio book with all their pics, so I plan to ask them sign near their pics.

I was not all excited and that, BUT when they came out OMG! Esp Raymond! I think I was frozen for a minute, while all the other fans like run and take photos of him. I mean, I never do THIS kind of thing before, it felt weird! haha... but most of all I was kinda stunned by Raymond's look. Okay, he's not the SUPER lengzai type I know but I duno what about him just stupefied me there! Mebe I din exactly prepared to be totally stunned and excited since I was not his die hard fan but he totally caught me off guard!

Luckily I woke up in time, and decided to get him to sign. He was walking the at the back of the troupe and someone passed my book for him to sign cause I was a lil out of reach. By the time he signed and turned around to look for me, I was right next to him (like few inches!). He is so COOL! I said 'xie xie'! then he smile and say, 'bu yong ke qi' and that SMILE of his made me stupefied for another 2 minutes! He spoke in a VERY friendly tone sumore! haha... I know I'm over-reacting, I dun care :P His SMILE I tell you! His voice too, he sounds really gentle when he spoke in mandarin rather than the usual cantonese I listen when he has news etc...

So I glued there another 2 minutes until some taxi uncle came and ask me if that was Wang Lee Hom, I think i answered him no, that's Raymond etc. By the time I woke up from that smile spell bound, he was done taking photos with 2 fans and was ushered into the van. It was then I realized I forgot to look at anyone else. Ron was already in the company van...

Then the next few moments I continued to be dazed and walk around KLIA without knowing where I was going until I went to Mc D and sat down and stare at his signature for another half an hour. Then I nearly went into a man's toilet, then I spent my bus trip from KLIA to Ipoh dreaming of his smile... and now, tonite I'm gonna dream of him! haha.. I was thinking of hugging the book to sleep, but well, I dun wanna spoil Michelle's autobio. And the pen Raymond used to sign, man, that's going to be my most treasured pen EVER!

No idea

I have no idea what I'm doing at blogspot at this time ---> 3:35am! *sigh* I'm doing my FYP and by the look of it, tonight will be sleepless - totally. I have class at 8am and if I resort to slumberland now, I most likely would be skipping it, so I guess I will be up straight... Having a minor (turning major) headache (turning migraine) now, blame it on all the semi-sleepless nights. Cause of the workload, whenever I sleep, I will only semi-sleep with the workload hauting me "Wan Nee, wake up and finish me!" haha... Okay, I'm going nuts. Anyway, I had a game of badminton after PE test, which was arranged before I know I'm having a meeting with my FYP supervisor tommorow (or should I say today).

Speaking of my supervisor, I feel so totally bad. I haven't seen her for quite some while and today after lab, we bumped into each other, and I nearly couldn't recognize her until she exclaimed, "What happened to you?" in such a dissapointed tone, I was immediately gushed with utmost guilt! How she had reserved and 'got' the topic for me, and by the way of our first few meetings went, it showed she was expecting a lot from me. I was so guilty the last few moments I had to study for PE was spent 'feeling guilty and sorry'. And that is also why I am determined to make up for it and make sure she will be thoroughly satisfied in our meeting tommorow. Which explains why I am still awake (but not this blogging though), so I'd better get going... After the SV meeting I'll be rushing to Ipoh to take Triton to KLIA. Hopefully then I can catch some sleep... -_-zzzzzzzz

The Life of Death

The Life of Death

Standing here at the vanishing end,
I look upon where it all began,
In this last heavenly rain,
I replayed all our anguishing pain.

I saw how we fought in vain,
I heard how desparately we claim,
I felt how our hearts disdained,
Now I know we're forever damned,
For this battle has no winning man,
Nor has it any justice to hand,
It allows none losers be named,
It leads to only one deadly lane...

If this is how it was destined,
Let my soul never be confined,
Let my heart remain as blind,
Let my love grow with time,
Let me step over this line,
Let me leave all behind,
Very soon I know you'll find,
My heart to be of your kind,
Then let our love forever bind,
Let the life of death be mine...

R@in's creation
August 2006

This creation is purely for fictional purposes. ;P

No pain, No game...

Note: This is not a blog post :P

No pain, No game…

Article by: Rain

19^th August 2006

During my flight back to Ipoh from an 8-months long internship back in my hometown, I managed to catch a glimpse of the top view of UTP’s majestic pentagon-like academic complex unintentionally. Indeed, it is quite a standout feature from the tarnish surroundings that appeared to be somewhat undeveloped. This new academic complex that was officiated in June 2002, boasts 22 buildings of respective engineering and information technology faculties, all bearing the KLIA-like futuristic architecture.

Although a relatively freshly established university, UTP definitely lacks no facilities, providing one of the most conducive libraries among Malaysia’s tertiary studies institutions, hostels that accommodate the entire population of students, the floating An-Nur mosque that oversees a lake view and also the sports complex that is continuously being upgraded with its facilities.

UTP, being situated a good 40 minutes drive from the nearest city, Ipoh, is clearly isolated of any forms of urban leisure. This is undeniably a smart strategy that indirectly guides students to an academic oriented lifestyle, saving them from whatsoever distractions possible. Thus, during the scorching evening after-class hours, almost half of the population can be seen to be swarming towards the sports facilities for their most convenient source of leisure after a long, tiring day.

The sports complex is in fact the first facility that can be seen when one enters the grounds of UTP. The newly constructed jogging track encircles a vast field that consists of football, hockey and rugby fields. Further inwards, the netball, volleyball, beach volleyball, basketball, tennis, squash and badminton courts as well as a swimming pool are also available.

These facilities are usually deserted during the earlier hours, that is from morning to about 5 in the evening, because then, most would still be occupied with their schedules. Later, the sports complex begins to rumble alive and can be termed as practically ‘flooded’ by crowds at about 6 in the evening. Many can be seen jogging along the roads or the jogging track. The one and only basketball court will be an arena of stringent competition not just for the 30-inches circumference orange ball, but also for the space and chance to actually play it. The tennis, squash and badminton courts are too bestowed the same fate, being so incessantly occupied, that even with the pre-booking system, some unfortunate ones may still end up not breaking a sweat pore, at least not for the fact that they did sports.

The enthusiasm the students shows for sports is overwhelming, and should be encouraged because it is a healthy lifestyle instead of studying all day long. However, these single digit quantities of the respective courts usually fail to satisfy the demand during the peak hours, usually from 6 to 8 in the evening. More often than not, there are in fact more spectators, reluctant ones that is, than the actual players. And this imbalance ratio of sports facility to the number of students becomes more apparent due to the recent rapid growth in the population of students. Disregarding the surfacing of this issue may bring more unwanted scenarios than ever imagined because, sports, done in the appropriate practice brings better health, but when desperately exercised in the imbalance proportion of facilities may bring safety hazards.

As a used to be badminton player, I had initially played the sport on a daily to thrice a weekly basis, but later due to the insufficiency that persistently escalates over the period of 4 years; I have now slowly resorted to hardly ever playing. Maybe now that the academic complex that pillars our degrees scrolls have been completed, the An-Nur mosque that guides us along the education path with the right mind is afloat, we can now expand the sports complex to insure our health needed to ensure the degree scroll obtained can actually be of use.

Of course, the alternative sport that will always be available would be jogging. Otherwise, I believe there should something called, computer badminton? Well, at least I’ve tried the tennis version.

Rage

It's 3:37am on my comp clock and here I am... *gasp* I've just reformatted my comp (cause it threw tantrums all the while), and reinstalled some of the critical softwares. I realized I lost lots of softwares cause I was in a hurry to reformat and only backed up some important data. -_-"

And why am I still awake (besides the fact I just revived my comp)? Because I'm suppose to write some not-so-clever article for (censored - but if you look hard enough, it's mentioned... ;P). Anyway, I don't know why in the first place I ever agreed to this (knowing I've already have too much to handle), but I guess it's always something like I'm doing a friend a favor thought that make me say 'yes'. Now, if only writing that article is as easy as blogging this. Well, actually it is not that hard, it's just that after reformatting and reinstalling all that programs, I don't really feel like sitting in front of my comp any longer (not to do work anyway, for entertainment okayla...)

And, complaining so much, I haven't even taken into account the academic wise commitments! @_@ I guess this is the life of sleeping at 4am? *Sigh*

Oh yeah, this is unrelated but... Having being in UTP for 4 years ++, I've learnt a lot about bugs. Those who know me know I fear them. In fact, I'm terribly terrified of them. So it is kind of a disadavantage when my roomate is not around (aka tonight) cause when these scary bugs come attacking, I'll have no savior to turn to. Btw, bugs here are really HEALTHY and BIG! So what have I learnt? That they have this habit of flying so fast that they can't see where they are going and usually end up in a not-so-intentional suicide when they collide with the fan! hehe... Cause it's always HOT here, the fan is usually on full blast, so when they hit it... *tong* it is smacked into the opposite direction and dies instantly of the extreme impact. *say prayers*

Time to work on rage... ;P

Hot --> Dry --> Conk

I slept at 6 last night/this morning. I set alarm at 7 because I still had infinite loads of stuff to chase after but obviously I did not wake up when it went off. -_-" My roomate who woke up at about 5am after falling asleep at an unknown time claimed I looked stiff as corpse eventhough my alarm was blarring. Haha... I do have this vague memory where this alarm was ringing and I was fighting 'something' to move my limbs to get up but obviously I lost and she offed it for me... Hehe the first time ever! (usually it's the other way round ;P) Luckily I woke up in time at 8++ for class because it was the due to submit that assignment. My unconcious mind is very dependable! :P Still wakes me up eventhough there's no alarm.

Last night my CPU decided to give away under the pressure of work I gave it. I was like jumping up and down cause it had practically everything I need to submit soon. Luckily for this VERY, very helpful IT batch mate of mine. Really thank him for fixing my comp! Otherwise... (I don't want to think what would be the consequences)

Weather here is hot and very dry! My eyes feel very dry, skin too... I thought it used to be very hot only in this 'desert', now it's dry as well... I can't stand it. Esp, eyes, when you don't get enough sleep, it's so dry that it pains.

Okay, I should be writing on this paper that is due tomoro, another on Sunday, another two on Monday, another on Wednesday (list goes on), but no... I'm blogging??? @_@ This is BAD~ Okay, I should get going. I realize I'm running out of semesters to be saying "I'll be better next sem..."

Eeuwwww... *pukes*

Now, I think if I don't blog about this I'm going to explode! I'm soooooo annoyed by the people I'm living with. Okay, certain people/person that I have no idea who, but am extremely disgusted at! Right, I may not be a neat freak but I can't live with people who do not keep their basic hygiene!

First it was the kitchen sink! You thought some undergraduates in their final year (I assume all in my apartment are) would understand the basic logic that if you dump all your food leftover into the sink it would clog the tiny hole! And even after the NOTICE as been stuck up there by YP, that certain someone obviously still does not bother scrapping food leftover into the BIG rubbish bin about 3 steps away from the sink before washing her plates etc. SO you expect us to take turns unclogging it for u to just clog it the next time u have a meal?!? Aduh, I feel so sad for you, and sadder for the rest of us to have you (whoever it is) as our housemate…

Secondly, empty bottles of bodywash /shampoo/etc inside the bathroom cubicles *Sigh* FYI, the technology has yet invented auto-return/dispose bottles so when you think you are done with it please return them to the right places or throw them into the rubbish bin. The cubicles are obviously small enough with nowhere else extra to have extra junk.

STOP clogging every single pipelines you can see. The bathroom water drainage is going to clog in no time if whoever it is continue to mistake it for tissue disposal hole. So the rest above I’ve reluctantly ‘removed’ it for one last time…

But most disgustingly (Go look at it in the toilet), that I find it even too disgusting to mention here, please… Oh whatever. I just wanna say, rubbish aka something you think you no longer need to use, is suppose to be thrown into a rubbish bin NOT anywhere else your hand can reach and leave it there for a few days for others to ‘appreciate’. I’m sure if you’ve ‘forgotten’ or whatsoever, you would certainly visit the toilet at least once a day and SEE it and be ethical enough to have it removed!

God, I can’t believe I’m actually living with someone that is actually ‘dumb’ (tell me what else I can use for this kind of person) enough to do all these. I certainly can’t imagine WHO it is because it is like the basic hygiene and ethics one should have!!! Never in my mind would I think anyone would be so uncivilized to do this (esp the last disgusting disposal). I think even my Indonesian maid is much more hygienic (though I don’t like to be bias).

I thought I could IGNORE it and continue living happily, but no, everytime I go anywhere else outside my room (thank god I’ve got a hygienic roommate), I feel like throwing up. The toilet and bathroom cubicles are not going to last…

If it wasn’t because the house is still empty cause most people are having class, I very much want to call a house meeting and introduce that big black cylinder sitting at the corner of the kitchen to everyone, it is something called RUBBISH BIN I believe…

It's been Ages~

Whoops~ I have been abandoning this blog since the last week of my internship due to the 'high' time back then. Hehe... Back in campus already, back to the sleep at 3am routine... -_-" Back with the same crap students life have, I shall spare the mentioning of the workload.

So what's been significant? Err... It's final year, so it's definitely one significant year. If I was counting down to when my internship was ending a month ago, right now I'm counting to the day I graduate. I doubt even God knows how much I 'love' my Uni life. ;)

Right, I don't have much to say, just updating because there has been some 'annoying' flies telling me my blog is dying or rather dead... Well, what can I say? I don't even check mails nowadays, unless it's official mail so well you guys can spare me all the forwarded friendship relationship etc etc kinda mails because everytime I log in to check for important mails I just trash them away. I'm not being harsh but there's really no space for them and DEFINITELY no time for me to read all that... There are so much more important and interesting things to do. :P Sorry but well, I guess I should thank all friends that did spare time to forward me a mail? Komapsumnida and Mianhamnida!

Till, then let's see how long the next drought will be... ;D

Max Max~

I have a feeling that my blog is dangerously falling into a long deep coma, so I’d better update it whenever I can, like now. Hehe… Erm, not much of happening lately, or even if there is I’m too lazy to recall. Yeah, busy and snappy lately. Have you ever heard of anyone twisting their neck when sneezing, immobilizing their head for a week? No? Okay… No, no I’ve not heard of it too, just asking out of curiosity. Oh, I got another puppy! He’s the cutest thing you’ve ever seen! Okay, puppies are usually cute, I know, but I just love this one so much. His name is Max, but we usually call him Max Max, cause he just so tiny and cute~! Oh, he’s one crazy dog when he’s not in the playful mood. God, his (playful & crazy) bites hurt! I am seriously suspecting he sharpens his fangs everyday. Okay short update, but well, better than nothing. Haha… *ouch* Note to self: Not to jerk head when laughing.

Ada Magik Dalam Badminton

Literally translated: There’s Magic in Badminton. Lee Chong Wei is my Badminton Idol from now on!!! Yeah, he’s the man! Gosh, He scored 6 points straight not making a single mistake to catch up and BEAT Lin Dan. I was very frustrated thinking he was losing but Chong Wei proves that he’s the Magic in badminton as the commentator said. Wow… every point he got after lagging 6 points from Lin Dan who was one point away from the match point, I was jumping up in the air and my brother claimed the whole of TJB2 could hear my shouts. -_-“ And note to self: that I should wear thick mittens next time I watch, my palms were so numb and aching after the Chong Wei vs Lin Dan game due to too much vicious clapping.

Luckily I wasn’t at the stadium. Anyway, I was too occupied these days to realize that M’sian Open was in Kuching!! (cries and bawls). Anyway, I hope Chong Wei will continue to improve and be ranked world number one and MAINTAIN the title for some time if not a long, long time. :D

Okay I felt a tad sorry for Lin Dan, he’s quite leng zai. I don’t know why he reminds me of Jay Chow but I don’t think Jay Chow is good looking yet I think Lin Dan is good looking? Weird. Pity he lost, but well I still prefer Chong Wei :P Arghh.. then I forgot to watch the doubles cuase I was rushing with my darn slides.

*God* Blame it all on the presentation on today. Grrhhh, I never had the idea how tedious making slides is especially when you have an even more tedious wafer making, SPC, and reliability concept to insert WITHOUT falling asleep. Gosh…

Okay, the presentation sucks, I was rambling off theories that were obviously making everyone yawn and myself dying of boredom. Though all my 1Si SVs congratulated my excellent job after Ms. Suhaila left, I don’t know I have a feeling that it wasn’t great. Well, it’s cause I forgot this darn formula on Cpk. Argghhh!!! How come I didn’t know Ms. Suhaila was a Prob & Stats tutor!!! I didn’t think she would be interested in SPC so I paid more attention to the REL tests and tools. Arghhh….. Gosh there goes my hope for IT to pull up my grades.

God, I’m so lack of sleep. But I’m just glad the darn presentation is over. Now, I’ve time to blog after like… 2 weeks? Haha…

06/06/06

Okay, I flipped open my handphone today, and it showed me 06/06/06. Nice number, so I decided to blog. Haha okay, it’s a lame reason, but well, I’ve been quite lazy to blog so it’s time to make up, especially now that I’m using office time.

Let’s see, (tracking back) okay, there’s this long Gawai + weekend break, so we had a total of 4 days to laze. Been occupied, and no I’m not hau lien okay :P , I really can’t make it for all those call-on-the-day appointments and meet up since the schedules are arranged well beforehand… And I guess I’ve seen more than enough of colorful layered cakes…

Then my black dog went missing some day within the 4 (forgot which) so my maid and sis went on a mission to hunt him back. He usually returns after wandering around for an hour or so, but it was nearly lunch I think, and he’s not back yet. I couldn’t be bothered. Yeah, I’m the cold-blooded owner… Haha… Was busy la… Suddenly heard my sis shriek “Ah! Hola!” (dog’s name), and then she laughed like mad woman so I shook the piles off me and went to see. The stupid dog fell into the big deep drain in front and he didn’t make a sound. FYI, my dogs are stupid and hardly make a sound. He was sitting there… eww.. so dirty… the drains quite clean, but he’s dirtier than usual mah… Then my maid had to take the 2 meter high ladder to go down to pick that stupid dog up. Sigh…

Okay then there’s this time I was waiting for Myemma but she never appeared. So I SMSed her say “Come back, chop head”… Then when Myemma arrived she said her handphone was lost… *gasp* So she borrowed my phone to SMS her phone to ask whoever picked it up to return with reward la… I totally forgot about my beheading SMS… Haha… Imagine whoever picked it up and read “Come back, chop head”…

Anyway, Myemma’s really, really lucky because the guy who picked it up decided to return it to her. *Wow* Then SPL reminded me my name on Myemma’s handphone was… well something else. Lucky I didn’t need to go meet the guyla, cause I’m working, Myemma went to get it back herself.

Ok… Actually I’m blogging cause I’ve got brain block for what I’m suppose to be working on. But I guess if I don’t face it the block’s going to be permanent… So that’s all this time.

Winter Rainbow

Another two great posters from Teppi. Which one is nicer? Hehe... Personally, I think the original design is nicer, but it doesn't really portray the significance of roles... Anyway I like both la, but I still love Summer Angel most!

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Original Design

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Edited Design to portray role significance