Confiding before a Stranger

Okay, I shall continue harping on the *arrrghhh* exam. Heh... First the exam unit called me one hour before to ask me go 30 minutes earlier than the time but I didn't get the call cause my handphone was lying somewhere else...

Then while I was steering my car with the herdes of cars in the jam, I saw the *argghh* call. I called back and then she told me the message. Huh... I wished my car could spread wings and fly over the jam but it did not. So when I parked there, and saw the *arghhh* saman guy I saw this morning, I *arghh* cause I used the last coupon this morning. Then I digged into the mini bin and dashboard and found two pathetic ham-choi like but unused coupons. I didn't have time to poke the holes, so I clipped it on my windscreen under my wipers.

I practically ran there, panting heavily, and was escorted into the exam room just in time. Maybe my out-of-breath-look scared the examiner so she decided to take a drink break to let me breath properly. Haha...

The Topics: First was Newspaper, then Numbers, then Future. Okay, I think I got totally the easiest topics. I mean at least they don't need some kind high intellectual brain to talk about. So I just kept talking until she shut me up. Until the last question of the last topic. She was asking "Why are people optimistic about their future?" I was like huh... Okay I have some answers, but I have used them for the questions before in the same topic and I like to give variety and 'trick' her into thinking I'm quick thinking and confident. But well... We'll see when the results are out.

But what I realized after the thing was that in my haste to speak without letting her scrutinize my ih... ah... er... and brain block, I had poured totally what is deepest in my heart (on Future topic) that I would have never even told Myemma. Haha... well, I guess I kind of find it easier telling a stranger who totally has no idea who I am and I will never be meeting again my deepest secret. And let's hope the statement stays true...

*Tip to ppl who don't know. If you want to save time (or coupon if you're not sure of how long you'll be gone), just leave new coupons, and the people will kindly do their job for you.