The rains and sunshines of my life: Budding, blooming, and withering...

Monday, November 20, 2006

Dinner time

Now while waiting for my dinner delivery, I don't feel like studying (who would?!?) so here I am for the second time of the day! Haha

Last night I went out with Fish to go see doctor cause the flu bug was killing me. Apparently my virus was so 'keng' it infected YP within my 5 seconds chat with her and then she infected D3, as for ET, I duno how she got it but well, she was fluish as well.

It was raining cats and dogs, and chickens and ducks, my gosh so hard to drive esp the road was so dark with no streetlights (at certain parts). Unluckily, the clinic was not open due to unknown reasons since the card says its spos to open from 7-9pm on Sundays... So we turned back slowly in the dark and the solid rain to go tapau dinner from Tronoh.

The Tronoh alley is especially dark and deserted (this is saying something since it is usually already quite dark and deserted). So I drove and turned according to Fish's direction to the shop we wanted to tapau from. Then I saw they had this extension out blocking the road, and I wondered how I could pass over it since the shop is after the blocked shop. I still had no idea of what was going on cos it was silent, dark, glooomy until suddenly a hand tap my shoulders from the backseat and a spooky voice said '棺材!'.

I jumped a little! haha... It immediately registered in my mind that someone had passed away and the whole extension, road block was due to that... -_-" How slow I am haha... Fish was sitting at the back seat cos the front seat was drenched with rain, yeah it was that heavy...

So Fish called my Tai Lou to ask where they go eat since the whole Tronoh street was dead... and I continued slowly maneuvering my car out of the dark street without having to pass the 'occasion' since I got quite frightened after being 'tapped' by Fish. Fish was talking quite normally until suddenly she shouted 'CHOI, CHOI, CHOI!"

Yeah as u guessed, poor sick and drowsy and drenched me was shocked once again, since she was sitting at the middle of the backseat and shouting by my left ear. IT's a wonder we didn't have any accidents. *touch wood*

So we joined RT at Tian Tian for dinner (we tapau). CMP said I looked fine except for my lips that were so white they look dead. (I suspect half of the 'paleness' was due to the 2 shocks) haha... Fish and I did not discuss what Tai Lou said that she suddenly shouted in the car cause we both felt it was too 'creepy' to discuss it in the dark dead street. So when we finally sat at the bright, alive coffee shop, I asked Fish what Tai Lou said.

Fish Q was something like "Where you guys eat, shops here all closed boh?"

I guessed RT said "Don't tell me you want to eat with the dead meh?"

What RT actually said "All Tronoh people die d... We eat at Tian Tian"

-_-" Even more keng than what I thought *sigh* haha...

Then last night at 1am I finally got my hands on the last set of PSU notes thanks to GCC. Haha... Test 2 days away and I just photostated the notes... -_-" GCC said my lips were white, so it kinda confirmed CMP was not exaggerating, he asked me to go GH, haha but no I was not that sick...

Dinner here, mum-mum first :D

Pictures for laugh :D


Facelift
Lion King wannabe
When pigs rule

'Help'!

Horror movie

Most Wanted

Never give up!

Beauty distraction

What can you explain?!?

Family album

Running Away

After lunch workout







Saturday, November 18, 2006

Summary of the busy times

Okay, I've not blogged for a looooong time (minus the read-between-the-line blog posted yesterday). Hehe...

Oh I remember it was the week in hell for meeee... Gosh, I can't rmr anymore and I don't think I want to recall... I only rmr dragging my SV in her office until Saturday evening haha... I rmr the rain, I rmr watching the rain when Block 22 was totally empty with no one and only pure rain falling, it was a really beautiful scenery, and I wanted to walk in it but too bad I was waiting for my SV. By the time my discussion with my SV was over, the rain had stopped...well to drizzles...

Then, let's see, I've cheated my way through FYP... Basically, it's what I feared most this whole semester! I thought I was going to be bombarded during the presentation! Haha... Anyway, 'luckily' for me I got the internal examiner who, even my supervisor was afraid of...

I wasn't so scared and was in fact quite happy I got him cause he's not expert in DSP so I know I will have a better time 'crapping' my presentation. But when I submitted my final report, the technician, senior (final sem), and my supervisor finally told me the truth about him! Apparently he's the hardest to kao tim punya lecturer! Gosh, I was so nervous then... Anyway, it turned out to be 50% like what I expected and 50% like what the rest of them tried to scare me before my presentation. Yeah, he does try to make life hard for me, but because he's not very familiar with my topic as well, so he couldn't ask much, or I could quite answer his questions anyway. So yeah, thanks for the 'scare' cos it motivated me to be more prepared... :D

Then, after FYP it would be finals already. So far I only have had one paper. The next is PSU which I'm sooo scared of cause I've been flunking it whole semester. -_-" Now, I tried reading the whole semester's scope, it seems quite tough! So I'm sacrificing my third subject to strengthen my PSU... *cries*

During finals, while studying I will get distracted by the smallest thing. Haha... Well, at least I'm very distracted if any bugs fly near me! I'm super scared of them. So that fateful night, this stupid bug caused me to injure my feet! Yeah, how is that possible?!?

I had already ran out of the room once, but the bug disappeared when Fish chased after it. Then just as I was about to sit down again, I heard the 'buzzing' noise so near me. Though I couldn't see where it was, I just jumped and (I'm not sure what happened next cause I just felt pain). The next thing I know is Fish was looking at me with shocked expression. I pained to silence - no screaming. I think it was written all over my face. Hugging my foot I still hopped far away (now u know how scared of bugs I am). Then I look at my foot. My nail was somehow broken and the little toe's flesh was somehow sliced in the middle and of course blood.. haha flowing... I guess Fish was basically shock how I could get such a deep cut by just jumping up my seat. Don't ask me I also duno where I cut my toe at. It's been nearly two weeks and there's still blood clot there, skin hasn't grow (the Doc did advice me to not get injured easily cause I have slow skin growth while recovering from it).

Okay, I will still add on eventhough it's already so long. Haha... Recently, I just realized, somethings if it doesn't fit, it just isn't meant to be no matter how many times you tried! Haha, I duno where you're thinking to now, but everyone will have their own thinking! hehe... Haha, sounds like the step sisters of Cinderella trying the glass shoe of Cinderella, it just didn't fit...

You see, I used to really admire this really nice pair of shoes - em, I think that's the wrong way to put it. I should say, the shoes... erm kinda seem to go along with my feet when I see it. This pair of shoes unfortunately is an overseas brand. But you know, it is the kind of shoes that your parents would approve of, not too wild/modern or abnormal etc for their liking. In fact, it is the type that is customary to their taste. :)

But well, when I tried the shoes on my feet, it felt warm, felt comfortable, it did all that a pair of shoes could do. Gives the best protection, walking comfort, softness, etc... But somehow when I take my first step it it, my feet just complained. @_@ Haha... I ask my feet "What's not nice about it? It gives whatever a pair of shoes should!" So I finally find out, this pair of shoes is probably not my type. Maybe I prefer sneakers, and this shoes is probably a pair of heels that I will never get used to walking with.

Last note, I'm so looking forward to holidays, though tonnes of MYR work is awaiting me. I can foresee another holiday with me working like crazy and before I know it, the next sem arrived again! *At least its the last sem, I'm near the end so I can't give up!*

Oh, this sem I found out another weird point about myself. Most friends know I don't drink tea, coffee, milk. So when people usually drink coffee to stay awake for studies, I ahve nothing! -_-" But recently I realized milk has effect on me! Gosh for the effect of staying up, nowadays I force myself to drink chocolate milk. And then my stomach will go *rumbling and crazy* cos it can;t take milk, but it kinda keep me awake... -_-"

Friday, November 17, 2006

等待下一个'凑巧'

“每当你放不下一件事或一个人的时候,只要想想这个人不过‘巧’是这个人罢了,这件事不过‘巧’是这件事罢了,往后还会有很多个这样的‘巧’的,这样想就会放下和自在了。”


我第一次念到这句的时后,总觉得我没完全了解它的意义。我也不知道为什么这句话总是在我脑海里飘,直到今天我终于明白了。这句话的魔力,没有亲自体会是好像没什么作用,不过我今天居然体会到这句话,不得不承认,它太有意思,太有智慧了。


可能人以人之间就是要有一段距离才能保持它最美好的一面,太远的话感情会慢慢消失,而靠太近就会看到丑陋的真面。。。


还有,就是我实在不喜欢也不习惯别人替我拿注意。别说什么说谎是为我好(耳朵都听到烂了!),难道你比我还要了解我自己吗? 也许有些人会希望你骗她一辈子,但我并不是那些人,我要的就只有真实。你要是没打算把真实给我,那别的也免了。