The rains and sunshines of my life: Budding, blooming, and withering...

Thursday, September 28, 2006

In Vain

Malysia went, was there, done that, lost it, and came back... empty handed? I dun think so. Not in my opinion anyway. At least they gained another lesson - 'how to lose beautifully'. better luck next time. Haha.. I'm talking about Badminton World Championship of course. Will blog more tomoro if blogspot doesn't merajuk and take an eternity to load this compose page...

Had an interesting 'interview' with some coursemate this afternoon during our final lab demo. I think the lecturer practically demo on our behalf. What a failure... anyway the 'interview' will be taled tomoro.. hehe

Friday, September 22, 2006

Raymond Lam & Michelle Ye (RM)

Love this two, actually love Michelle more, that's how I got to know Lam Fung. These two people's on screen chemistry is totally heart-melting... Love this poster made by a fan, currently my desktop bg.. hehe... Btw, the poem sure sounds deep, anyone wana 'decode it for me?

Lam Fung photos

Haha, if you think after 1 week++ of not seeing Lam Fung, I've died down on him, well you're as wrong as can be... :P All these photos are credited to Lam Fung's die hard fans. Hehe... I love all of them, but I think he look much HOTTER in REAL life. He's very thin actually, but luckily he has the frame thus he doesn't look scrawny. He is about 2/3 size thinner than what you see/imagine in photos. That's why I was so shock to see him that day. First photo was of him first arriving in KLIA. Obviously taken when he was marching out, thus the low quality of the photo...


This one, when he was brushed up the van, fans go to the back of the van and called out 'Ah Fung, Cheuk Hei' and took their photos. That girl behind Fung is Charmaine, guy beside Fung is Ron / Cheuk Hei.

Some party after the Bonia catwalk... Hehe he look just like any other guy huh?


Fung lifted his head with a mischievious expression after the cameraperson indicated his cap was shielding his handsome face... hhaha..
During departure, there was more time for fans to interact. Duno what joke they cracked causing Fung to choke his breath down haha...

Fung received gifts...
Fung signed autograhs

Fung close up :DFung likes to self-portray, this is his trademark pose for his self-take photos

He likes to take photos by himself, so that he knows when to SMIRK, smile and look his BEST for the photos... hehe

He's definitely not the 'cool' guy. He's the naughty, playful type hehe...


Oops, time to check in before he misses plane
Smile *:)*

Some other random photos found...
And the one I like best? This! Looks so gentleman and 'sze man' Hehe, but well, he's just another BIG BOY that acts 'sze man' really well :P haha...And I used to think I only admire fair guys... Now, I think tanned guys are the BEST! Haha.. esp one like him :P Oh yeah, besides being really, REALLY skinny in real life, he's VERY VERY DARK in real life as well... Definitely MUCH darker than the photos above... Sorry, the Lam Fung fever ;P is still sky high despite my horrible week of tests and FYP :(

Thursday, September 14, 2006

RAYMOND LAM FUNG!

OMG! Okay, I should take 3 deep breaths before I blog this... *one* *two* *three*

I met RAYMOND LAM FUNG @ 林 峰 in KLIA today. Okay, I must first declare I was never a big fan of his before meeting him. I mean I got to know him and grew to like him all through Michelle @ 叶 璇, but I'm not like his super big fan, just normal. So today when I heard that Raymond, Ron, Bernice and Charmaine so coincidently lands in KLIA around the time I'm landing as well, I did prepare to meet them and get their auto since I have Michelle's autobio book with all their pics, so I plan to ask them sign near their pics.

I was not all excited and that, BUT when they came out OMG! Esp Raymond! I think I was frozen for a minute, while all the other fans like run and take photos of him. I mean, I never do THIS kind of thing before, it felt weird! haha... but most of all I was kinda stunned by Raymond's look. Okay, he's not the SUPER lengzai type I know but I duno what about him just stupefied me there! Mebe I din exactly prepared to be totally stunned and excited since I was not his die hard fan but he totally caught me off guard!

Luckily I woke up in time, and decided to get him to sign. He was walking the at the back of the troupe and someone passed my book for him to sign cause I was a lil out of reach. By the time he signed and turned around to look for me, I was right next to him (like few inches!). He is so COOL! I said 'xie xie'! then he smile and say, 'bu yong ke qi' and that SMILE of his made me stupefied for another 2 minutes! He spoke in a VERY friendly tone sumore! haha... I know I'm over-reacting, I dun care :P His SMILE I tell you! His voice too, he sounds really gentle when he spoke in mandarin rather than the usual cantonese I listen when he has news etc...

So I glued there another 2 minutes until some taxi uncle came and ask me if that was Wang Lee Hom, I think i answered him no, that's Raymond etc. By the time I woke up from that smile spell bound, he was done taking photos with 2 fans and was ushered into the van. It was then I realized I forgot to look at anyone else. Ron was already in the company van...

Then the next few moments I continued to be dazed and walk around KLIA without knowing where I was going until I went to Mc D and sat down and stare at his signature for another half an hour. Then I nearly went into a man's toilet, then I spent my bus trip from KLIA to Ipoh dreaming of his smile... and now, tonite I'm gonna dream of him! haha.. I was thinking of hugging the book to sleep, but well, I dun wanna spoil Michelle's autobio. And the pen Raymond used to sign, man, that's going to be my most treasured pen EVER!

Friday, September 08, 2006

No idea

I have no idea what I'm doing at blogspot at this time ---> 3:35am! *sigh* I'm doing my FYP and by the look of it, tonight will be sleepless - totally. I have class at 8am and if I resort to slumberland now, I most likely would be skipping it, so I guess I will be up straight... Having a minor (turning major) headache (turning migraine) now, blame it on all the semi-sleepless nights. Cause of the workload, whenever I sleep, I will only semi-sleep with the workload hauting me "Wan Nee, wake up and finish me!" haha... Okay, I'm going nuts. Anyway, I had a game of badminton after PE test, which was arranged before I know I'm having a meeting with my FYP supervisor tommorow (or should I say today).

Speaking of my supervisor, I feel so totally bad. I haven't seen her for quite some while and today after lab, we bumped into each other, and I nearly couldn't recognize her until she exclaimed, "What happened to you?" in such a dissapointed tone, I was immediately gushed with utmost guilt! How she had reserved and 'got' the topic for me, and by the way of our first few meetings went, it showed she was expecting a lot from me. I was so guilty the last few moments I had to study for PE was spent 'feeling guilty and sorry'. And that is also why I am determined to make up for it and make sure she will be thoroughly satisfied in our meeting tommorow. Which explains why I am still awake (but not this blogging though), so I'd better get going... After the SV meeting I'll be rushing to Ipoh to take Triton to KLIA. Hopefully then I can catch some sleep... -_-zzzzzzzz

Sunday, September 03, 2006

The Life of Death

The Life of Death

Standing here at the vanishing end,
I look upon where it all began,
In this last heavenly rain,
I replayed all our anguishing pain.

I saw how we fought in vain,
I heard how desparately we claim,
I felt how our hearts disdained,
Now I know we're forever damned,
For this battle has no winning man,
Nor has it any justice to hand,
It allows none losers be named,
It leads to only one deadly lane...

If this is how it was destined,
Let my soul never be confined,
Let my heart remain as blind,
Let my love grow with time,
Let me step over this line,
Let me leave all behind,
Very soon I know you'll find,
My heart to be of your kind,
Then let our love forever bind,
Let the life of death be mine...

R@in's creation
August 2006

This creation is purely for fictional purposes. ;P